first day )=

to me it's is good & bad news to me.

i admit i really excited to start some new subject. new chapters. new class. almost new thing. but.... maybe not yet on the first day. laugh, eat & play together for 27/7. everything change after 1 week later.

feels like i am not belonging here. there's no  my two 'bff''. nothing to laugh about. my friends were gone. to tired pretend happy to be in the best class, name BESTARI. plus. i never had a conversation with my table partner. how i'm going to through this situation for 300 dayS??? majority of my classmates from 3A- that i dislikes the most, maybe.- rite. everyday i spend my recess with my old classmate. but until when? WHEN? should i do it for ONE YEAR? or TWO YEARS? how long it will happen? its is a hard day to me.

be a most silent girl in the class.
 a wish from me to mara.

"OH PLEASE BE FAST. I NEED TO MOVE OUT FROM THIS SCHOOL OR IN THIS CLASS. WHAT ARE YOU DOING? EATING AN APPLES? WORK! WORK!. I NEED THE RESULT."

i really really really need to move out. i cant stand anymore.

                                                                                                                   yayyoy